Today may be exited just because of the the FIFA final draw for the next World Cup, talking about football. My country Costa Rica was placed in the same group with 3 world champions, I’m talking about Uruguay, Italy and England. I’m totally convinced that every single human being must be saying that Costa Rica is the weakest, that may be true, but well, we are talking about a game, where everything can happen. David defeated Goliath in that jewish fary tale; who says Costa Rica can’t defeat those three champions. Apart from that main event, which was clearly boring, I could say that this life is so bipolar that it can change its mood within hours. When one of my best friends came with his son and his wife to my house, the day changed to smiles, and happiness and nostalgia. It’s unbelievable the blessedness a child can bring to a house, to our environment and life. I’m of course not going to get my own children, nature doesn’t allow that, poor sea-horses but well, that’s a different story. My social life isn’t the gratest one, actually I haven’t got many friends to go out, I’ve got plenty of them, good friends, some of them I actually consider as brothers instead of just people who I know. But, there is always that bloody necesity to go out and meet new human beings. It isn’t a lie for anybody that our specie needs to have relationships, needs to comunicate with others, needs to like others, needs to hate some of them, envy a couple of them, and so on. That’s what make us human beings. It’s our nature, and it doesn’t matter if you agree with that or not. My friends today, just to give an example, are far away from where I am, perhaps with their girlfriends or boyfriends or other friends, or just living their own life. But well, it’s kind of hard, more when you have spent your whole bloody life dreaming about fantasies that will never come true. Since I saw the film “The Cure”, by the way if you’re reading this, you have to see that film, it’s call “The Cure” by Eric Eisner and Mark Burg. Well getting back at the line; since I saw that film, I’ve been dreaming with that kind of friendship, a friendship without limits, without excuses, without “buts”. I mean, that kind of friendship where you actually get a confident, someone who be there for you, to do everything with you; that actually share and enjoy your same mental disorder. But, unfortunately, that kind of friendship only happens in films, and not in real life. Real life for me is… is darkness, loneliness, fear, anger, anxiety, obsessiveness, lies, fantasy, imagination, and more and more lies. It’s just a day, tomorrow will be another nightmare…