If only there was a way to let it all go- to say goodbye to this feeling. A feeling that overwhelms my body and causes my limbs to shake and heart to pull and punch through my skin. This feeling that wont ever let me go. It follows me closer than my own shadow. It sews my lips shut with slow painful strokes causing very few words to ever form outside my mind. This fear overwhelms every limb of my body- it causes me to shut down, to break. Every thought in my mind is that of fear and painful, soul retching screams. If only someone could hear these thoughts in my mind, how they steal my life, how they slowly kill me from the inside out. They tap on my mind and swim through my blood- they wont ever let me go. They hold on to my skin as though they’ll die without my comfort. I try to let it all go but my god it just wont stop.