a warm hand presses itself against my chest and the feeling flows in every vein and capillary in my body until i am filled with nothing but warmth.

like a million fire works are going off at the same time all right inside of my heart its one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever felt.

this is what its like to be happy. i felt it when my best friends told me they wanted me, that i wasn’t a burden.

when my dad took me on a road trip and i saw the excitement light up his eyes when we passed through his college town and the memories flashed by I said nothing and let time catch up with him .

when you asked about me.

so lets f the system. we’re from different planets in different solar systems, be my f-ing alien.

tan skin with pale skin and brown hair with orange hair we’ll stand right out, lets f the system

because if i can be so happy with just the thought that you might be thinking about me imagine how happy i could be with your hand in mine and i know im on your mind all the time because i am yours, and you are mine.

L. Mau // 2016