image: Mark Chang“Port Authority was there with open, non-judging arms.”
If you look out the windows on the West side of the building where I work, you get a wonderful, almost epic view of what is surely a perpetually front-running contender for the title of ‘least loved building in Manhattan’: The Port Authority Bus Terminal. Like some sort of disheveled, petrified behemoth, it looms over Eighth Avenue with its monstrous gaze, its banged-up, iron frontispiece, its crush of queued up taxi cabs, and its relentless ebb and flow of passenger foot traffic. If there are paeans to any hidden beauty the building might possess, then they’ve lingered on the lowest rungs of our cultural history’s hit parade.
Port Authority is an ugly building[1]. About that there can be no debate[2]. It has the kind of facade people can’t bear to stare in the face of for very long, like a scarred victim. But that perceived repulsiveness is rooted, I’m sure, in the services in which it deals. Is there a form of transportation known to Westerners that’s held in lower esteem than the bus?
To many of us, there’s something discomfiting about paying a fare for just a fraction of a trip, then riding shoulder to shoulder with men and women of indeterminate origins, economic statuses, and stations of life. We take the bus because we have to and only as long as we need to. If we’re able to afford planes, trains or automobiles, then we leave the bus behind; we don’t return to it romantically the way we do with these other modes of transportation. And in New York, even walking—renouncing the American right to motorized transport—commands a greater respect than boarding a bus.
I’ll be honest that I’m not above the easy disdain one can feel for Port Authority. But I can’t speak of it derisively without at least a little bit of guilt. For years, Port Authority was my gateway to the city.
When I was living in Washington, D.C. and could afford only a $50 Trailways[3] line ticket to New York City, Port Authority was there with open, non-judging arms. With its almost hourly departures to and from D.C., it gave me a freedom to come and go as I pleased—a latitude that not even a plane or a train ticket would afford me.
And, nine years ago, when I quit my job and quit my apartment and left D.C. with no specific employment prospects and only the vaguest of plans for establishing a life in New York City, I got off the bus at Port Authority. I had one large suitcase with me, and I walked through the throngs at the bus terminal, past the loiterers asleep on the benches, the Port Authority police officers, the venders, the long lines of agitated, over-packed passengers waiting for their departures—and out onto Eighth Avenue as a resident of the city of New York for the first time. Port Authority was the beginning for me.
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