Manhattan — “...my own talisman against the folly of my youth.”

015 : Andrea Jarrell at the Corner of Prince and Elizabeth streets, Manhattan
Born 1962 in Los Angeles by way of Longview, Texas. Andrea Jarrell currently works as a writer. Why New York? Because I dreamed of it always from faraway L.A. She digs the following Gotham bits: crossing bridges to get there; being shoulder-shoulder with my fellow humans; dogs, scooters, and kids on city streets; elegance; and the mix and the buzz of life you can’t get anywhere else. She is, however, a bit miffed by That all the hole-in-the wall spots are disappearing. For more info on Andrea Jarrell you should send an email or visit www.andreajarrell.com.

image: Brad Rourke
“...my own talisman against the folly of my youth.”

My son and I stand in front of the apartment so my husband can take the picture. Daniel, who is seven, has no idea what this place means to me—a long gone year in my post-college career dreams. We found the building easily after a tromp through Chinatown and Little Italy^[1]. But the neighborhood is completely different—chic shops and no more Italian bakery across the street. My roommates and I—three Western girls come to the big city—used to worship the smell of bread baking in what looked like a secret Wonka factory.

I had come to New York over a decade before to work in fashion magazines. But after spending two years writing copy about make-up and jewelry and being surrounded by models, I’d had an inkling I wouldn’t last much longer. Like my apartment, New York City was too cool for me. So I convinced myself I’d met the man of my dreams and ran off with him back to the wide-open spaces of the West. The moment the plane touched down I knew it had been a mistake—a mistake from which it would take me another few years to extricate myself.

I shiver. Our summer vacation day has turned dreary and cold. Daniel wears a bright red NYC sweatshirt we bought hastily in one of the Chinatown shops. He leans against me and my arm goes round his little chest, holding him tight: my own talisman against the folly of my youth. My husband says, “Smile.” And I do.

referenced works

No matter that the island of Manhattan stretches 23 square miles, the two neighborhoods of Chinatown and Little Italy are squeezed together along the two parallel blocks of Mott and Mulberry streets. One one block you'll find rows of ducks hanging in windows, and on the next you'll find green-white-and-red signs advertising cannolis. Chinatown continues to grow beyond Mott Street, however, straddling the Bowery to the East and Canal Street to the South, while Little Italy is increasingly subsumed by the boutiques of "NoLita," which means "North of Little Italy." ↩

location information

Name: the Corner of Prince and Elizabeth streets
Address: The Corner of Prince and Elizabeth streets
Time of story: afternoon
Latitude: 40.72334
Longitude: -73.994164
Map: Google Maps

commentary

026 “'Can I taste your vanilla?'” — Maya Gat

025 “I save my spit for the next block so they don't mistake a cold for an insult.” — Robb Todd

024 “The cruise passed close, with laughter loud over the water...” — Paul Weidknecht

023 “His children came to him but his wife, bird-like and sad-looking, did not.” — David Licata

022 “I've been shot twenty-seven times!” — Jónas Knútsson

021 “The entrance at the top of the stairs is locked, but another staircase leads to the basement.” — Jill Widner

020 “Danny busted out a bottle of Brut 33 aftershave...” — Kit Born

019 “I clutch the rusting, peeling hulk of the globe and hang on tight.” — Denise Reich

018 “The naked man’s hands only mimicked a fondling.” — Anne Germanacos

017 “That's when I knew I wanted to live in New York: in the midst of those fragile bralets and bodysuits.” — Ling Ma

016 “The guns, we tell the police later, were black like ice.” — Tara Deal

015 “...my own talisman against the folly of my youth.” — Andrea Jarrell

014 “Y'all in a band'r somethin'?” — Abraham

013 “Perhaps it was the lanky teenager with the bright red book-bag that made me think I saw Adam.” — Carrie Teicher

012 “I remember flattening myself against the streaky windows of the PATH train like an insect.” — Erin Fisher

011 “I glanced up to see another shape hit the sand.” — Ken H. Judy

010 “Vibrating almost imperceptibly in the breeze like a woody tuning fork.” — Rob Giampietro

009 “Then the jazz stopped and the radio said the war had started in the Middle East. ” — Roland Kelts

008 “Shirtless Boris Yeltsin’s skin reddens as he reads a book.” — Michael Maiello

007 “Port Authority was there with open, non-judging arms.” — Khoi Vinh

006 “His almost-loss was my almost- nonexistence.” — Matthew Rand

005 “On the cold hard floor of the orphanage, I sang, longing for the day that they would come and rescue me.” — Jen Egan

004 “He was a lawyer, after all.” — Kristin Gardner

003 “The parking lot gate was open, and we ran in with the skateboard.” — Lorraine Martindale

002 “We arrived on completely Russian streets, with Russian signs and a familiar rudeness.” — Kseniya Melnik

001 “...the hourly clicking of Oxfords and high heels across the parking lot.” — Tam Nomgum

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